Monday, February 28, 2005

Dreams, Pt. 2

Ok, so I just realized that Hubby puts the "anal" in "analytical"... but anyway.....
So these weird dreams about Dragon and the neighbors house. Dragon is Hubby's best friend. Dragon and I dated about 15 years ago. Dragon is the person who played matchmaker to get Hubby and I together. We like Dragon :) Dragon and I have a different kind of friendship...he's my big brother, but...well, I don't know how to explain the other part of our friendship. I guess it's like this....if I need a compliment, I know he'll give me one, make me blush and make me feel special. If I need to vent or cry (esp. is Hubby is being an ass), he's there. He's a dirty old man, and I like that about him.....but only online. Things are different in person. Yes, this is important, and no, I'm not having an emotional affair or cheating on Hubby or anything....
Ok, back to the dreams....I have had dreams about Dragon for years. A few months back, I dreamt that I was sitting on a bathroom floor, crying with my head on the toilet. Someone was rubbing my back, trying to comfort me. I turned around and it was Dragon. He kept saying everything was ok, and asked if I wanted water or a hug or anything. Then he started stroking my cheek, and he started to kiss me. I backed off and told him I didn't think that was ok and he needed to stop. He said, "but you liked it. Don't you feel better now?" I got angry and yelled at him, "So the second Hubby is out of the picture you move in. You think I have just forgotten about him? When he gets out of jail, I am telling him everything!" I was going to get in the hot tub, but Dragon wouldn't leave. Besides, I was babysitting the neighbor kids, so I went out to the couch to wait for them. Instead of the neighbors coming home, Hubby came instead. I didn't tell him about Dragon because I woke up. I remember FEELING the kiss and touch when I woke up, and that I was SO angry at Dragon for even trying anything behind Hubby's back.
Then 2 nights ago, I dremt I was housesitting for the neighbor's (meaning the people that live next door to my parents. I babysat the kids while they grew up, and I did some housesitting, so I am pretty familiar with their house), and was in the kitchen. Then I realized someone was touching my hand. You know when you hold someone's hand, and you kind of sneak your fingers in, one at a time, to kind of caress the fingers? Well, that's what was happening. I thought it was Hubby, but the fingers didn't feel right....it was Dragon! I ran to the basement and he ran the back door, where Hubby was just coming in.
I know it's not unusual to dream about your ex, but it's been a LONG time since we dated....and he's my husband's best friend! Why don't I dream about Hubby like that? All my Hubby dreams involve fooling around, but not getting anywhere.....
Well, any dream analyzers out there?? Oh! And I dream about work, and it's either that the center is closed for the day, but the kids won't go home, or it's naptime and the kids stage a coup and refuse to sleep. I still have vivid memories of the dream where one of the kids wheeled the VCR out into the middle of the room and started chanting, "NO NAP! NO NAP!" and turned on the lights and a movie. Thank God that doesn't happen in real life!!!!

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