procrastinating.....

I have a paper due tomorrow. I put it off because it seemed SO easy. Personal narrative, 3-5 pages max...blah, blah, blah. I'm on page 4, on the 4th section I need to write about...and I just can't get motivated to write more. ARGH!!! I'm tired and need to take my contacts out, but am too lazy. I have to work at 6:45 tomorrow am. I'm supposed to be having a chat with the boss about my schedule. Not looking forward to that. Long story short (since I have said I will not write about work here...can't afford to get "caught" and get fired...), we got 3 new full time staff in my room (to replace 2 full time and 2 part time staff....go figure). They got more hours than I did. Uber upset this weekend, due to the new lack of finances. Went in to work today early to do some stuff and talk with boss. Instead talked with another "boss" and cried, etc. I told her I was upset and just needed to bounce this off someone who would listen. After work, I finally tracked down boss. I asked about hours and she said, in a creepy way, "I heard you had a talk with X this morning." I told her I was upset and had been given instructions to not get fired. Then she said we'd talk about it tomorrow. So, I'm a little freaked that she'll say I was WRONG to say anything to X, and that I insisted on extra staff (not the way she did it!), blah, blah. Still doesn't make it ok to give the "senior staff" fewer hours over new people! Grrrrr.......
Ok...better get back to my paper. Maybe pop my contacts out first and quicky pound out the last 2 parts. It's on my culture. How did my culture influence my desire to be an educator? Ummmm.....I just wanted to play for the rest of my life! I guess I just can't get my mind off the fact that culture is not just race...but even then, I haven't dealt with or been exposed to many other cultures....I've lived a very sheltered life, mostly by choice. Good thing it's a short class. Bad thing....Ethics for Educators (or something like that!) is next! I just need to get A's for these last few classes so I can graduate with a 4.0....or I'll cry!!