sad

Well, turns out...not gonna be parents in January. I started spotting last night and saw the Dr. today. More than likely a miscarriage. I haven't actually started miscarrying....probably this weekend or next week. Otherwise, I get to go in for a D&C...yippee.....
Now I have to call my sister and pretend like nothing is wrong. I am really hating life right now.....I hate how everything we try to do gets shit on, repeatedly. We are REALLY trying to get to Disney World now. Or at least away....from here. Life sucks.....