I'm a lurker

Ok, so I lurk on many different blogs. Some of people I know, some of people I don't know. So, one blogger that I do know posted a very depressing post the other day. It worried me a bit because she is one of the more upbeat people I know. Anyway, so today she updated it and said that he husband does not have cancer...WHAT??? Was that even an "option"? I want SO bad to comment to her and let her know that I'm thinking about them and all...but sometimes that makes people feel weird, and I don't really know what she thinks about me in the first place. (See, I have this strange mental thing where I think everyone is cooler than I am, or more mature, or more whatever....and I am still 13 and gangly and dumb)
AHHHHHHHHH!!!!! I am such a slacker!! I have not done ANY work on my Capstone. Every week I say, Wednesday for an hour and at least 3 hours on the weekend. Yesterday was Wednesday...what did I do?? Cleaned the upstairs crap room. Why? I don't know!! I DO know that I threw out 2 bags of garbage. And I DO know that half of the piles are not mine, which surprised me. It also made me nervous about Christmas, since one of the smaller piles (one of mine, actually) were a few Christmas gifts from DH....from 2 years ago, that JUST came up from the basement. We still have some (MOST) of last years in the basement. I am grateful for the thoughts behind the gifts and the friends and family that give them....but we just have so much stuff!!! I mean, what do you do with Cat magazines from the 90's?? Chuck 'em, I suppose, but I just can't! And I have a ton of school (Early Childhood/work school) stuff...sort of organized, sort of not. And I never touch it! Why do I have it?? Because once in a GREAT while, I dig in it, find something, and then don't touch the stuff for a while.
OH!! My dad was here tonight, getting something from the freezer. He went into our basement play room to say hi to Hubby. When he came out, he met Sunny on the steps. He said, "hi cat" (like he does) and Sunny HISSED at him!! More than she's ever hissed at anyone...even Sister!! Then she ran up a few steps and hissed again. He just keeps walking, he doesn't care, and I'm just laughing! I've never seen her do THAT!
Ok....time for bed, since I'm not doing anything productive. 3 hours of school work this weekend...I PROMISE!! Oh wait....I have a scrapbooking party to attend in Waconia at 10am Saturday, and then Star Wars date night with DH that night.....hmmm...then maybe another storm door maybe Sunday???
Ok...bed or snack or something!!